confussion everywhere around, surounding me and drounding me, not knowing what to do soon it escapes me i shead tears on your acount, a bleed for you i'd do anything to see you but you shun me, wont even hug me, why do you enjoy seeing the tears i cry it''s not fair you rip me from your body pull me by the hair and all i did was try to give you a hug, and as you read this, know its your fault your the one who didnt love, your the one who'd didnt eccept my love i did everything th my extent but you dont care so with this last bloody tear i no longer feel any fear, so at last i say good bye my dear, dear husband i hope your happy with her, love our son as i did do not hurt him for this is your falut, goodbye my dear i fainallly shall shead no other tear hello death good bye to you i hope youll not replace my memory with her the one who caused my pain, as a float threw london let her see the pain You BOTH CAUSED ME!

no longer your love,
Elain mother of your child